Trauma-Based
Anxiety
The
following page shows examples of how trauma-based
issues create or enhance or confuse the diagnosis
of anxiety disorders.
Severe,
long-term trauma changes the way people view
life and anything and everything that occurs
in life. Some fears may not seem unrealistic
once the trauma memories are processed, and
clear explanations for the fears are understood.
In other instances, some fears are genuine,
realistic, and have absolutely nothing to
do with an anxiety disorder – these
fears are about real and true dangers that
threaten the current safety of the person.
For
the dissociative person, any level of amnesia
can intensify the anxiety produced in the
situation. The lack of knowledge and non-awareness
as to what is happening behind the dissociative
wall will make the situation feel even more
out of control. Again, any unprocessed past
or current trauma will highly complicate the
situation in terms of not knowing what the
anxiety is actually about, and in not knowing
whether the anxiety is actually “realistic
and necessary” or not.
Some
trauma-based issues that overlap with issues
re: panic attacks:
Sudden exposure to a trigger that is symbolic
of a traumatic occurrence
Sudden contact or perceived contact with
an abuser
Ongoing and current abuse experiences that
are dissociated by the host personality
or any other part of the system
Telephone calls or other “call back”
or accessing triggers
Memories of near-death experiences, i.e.:
being smothered
Memories of being locked in small spaces,
i.e.: dark closets
Memories of being spun around (re: dizziness)
Memories of oral sexual abuse (re: choking)
Some
trauma-based issues that overlap with issues
re: generalized anxiety:
System conflict leading to muscle tension,
headaches, and fidgeting
Triggers of any abuse or trauma memory causing
fear and worry
Memories of being tied, bound, or restricted
(re: tingling hands and feet)
The belief of “something terrible
happening” which is the dissociated
non-awareness of actual current and ongoing
abuse
Programmed or “required irritability
and impatience” with social contacts
and safe friends
Leaving the house in the middle of the night
to participate in ongoing traumatic activities
that lead to “interrupted sleep”
Internal system noise, chaos, and activity
causing “difficulties with concentration”
Some
trauma-based issues that overlap with issues
re: phobias:
Triggers of specific items used, seen, heard,
or smelled at a traumatic event
Programmed or “required” fears
(phobias) of specific items, activities
or people
System induced “blinding” or
“blocking” of triggered information
or commands – thus making the fears
seem unrealistic
Realistic fears of objects, activities,
or situations that have repeatedly caused
harm, but the trauma memories may not yet
be processed by the person
Some
trauma-based issues that overlap issues re:
agoraphobia:
Having realistic fears about being triggered
or contacted by an abuser in a public place,
i.e.: grocery store
Having too much internal stimuli from the
internal system, consequently overloading
the senses, and therefore making it hard
to be in stimulating, crowded environments
Having been purposefully programmed and
trained to respond to cues via lights, colors,
sounds, numbers, etc, making it extremely
difficult to not have trained responses
and internal switches to this stimuli
Memories of abuse that occurred at times
of being alone with no help available
The negative, damaging use of tunnels or
elevators in hypnotic suggestions, programming,
and mind control
Programmed and “required isolation”
before and / or after traumatic events and
current contact with abusers
Some
trauma-based issues that overlap with issues
re: social anxiety disorder:
Memories of having been repeatedly abused
leading to a fear of people
Memories of extremely traumatic events causing
public humiliation or embarrassment
“Training” and abusive expectations
to never draw attention to oneself in public
Memories of excessive abuse and punishment
for doing something “wrong”
Excessive and repeated restrictions to “not
write or tell” about the abuse (re:
fear of writing in front of others)
Memories of being poisoned or given “bad
food” when it was prepared by anyone
else but themselves (re: fear of eating
in public)
Some
trauma-based issues that overlap with issues
re: obsessive-compulsive disorder:
Memories of trauma causing the person to
not feel clean (leading to compulsive washing,
showering, etc.)
Programming or mind control training requiring
repetitious or hypnotic behavior
Repeated internalized listening of programming
tapes and internalized instructions from
abusers (intrusive thoughts not coming from
the person themselves)
Rigid beliefs and training about self harm,
self punishment, “required”
self destruction (leading to compulsions
about self injury)
Trauma-based repetitions of behaviors required
during the time of the trauma but not yet
processed or resolved (leading to compulsive
behaviors)
If
you would like to process any of these issues,
please consider a clinical
consultation.
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